Poem of the day: Change
I think it is about time for me to clean out my closet, Because the pain and heartache inside keep rising, I know you don't know that I feel this way, But I would care if you died yesterday, Only thing I thank you for is giving me life, I'm your daughter, apple of your life right, Wrong, I'm just a seed of yours, I mean nothing to you, Things of the earth has taken over you, 18 years here, I thank my mom for that, 18 years without a dad, I thank my dad for that, 20 years you fell in love with crack, I always thought you was going to divorce that, But it's going to stick with you forever, It's no changing that, I feel like sticking my hand inside of me and pulling your seed right out of me, I wonder how much that would change me, Would I have to find another man's seed to recomplete me, I'm going to throw a party for Brian's sake, Designate a special day, Free at last, thank God somebody killed his ass.